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Before The New Year
The rest of Monday morning was a confused one. First my groin hurt for the better part of the morning from the discipline. Secondly I was now worried that I might lose the first Mistress I found. Finally, I wanted to go play with myself and cum as the pain slowly turned into a lasting desirable sensation. However I knew the command was to wait until tomorrow morning until I could chat with her again.
As the morning came to an end I went to have a shower. I tried to be careful but when I was washing my shaved slit area a wave of pleasurable feelings swept over me. I kept rubbing with the wash clothe and I was getting closer to cumming and then realized I should stop. I finished my shower but was not satisfied at all. I got dressed in jeans and a sweater and decided to wear my tightest pair. Later on I found I should not have done this for the rest of the day my pussy kept reacting to the rubbing of the jeans. This would cause me to dwell on wanting to play with myself which I did not want to do for fear of not controlling myself. The worst part was the family went visiting interesting local sites which meant I could not change and get rid of the sordid reminder of my lust. I guess over time I would learn.
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Later in the evening while doing dishes and cleaning up I started to think about my upcoming trip with Karen. I began to daydream about how under other circumstances it could be a date. She would dress me up and take me out to a very nice place to eat. After eating we would go have some drinks and maybe even dance. I thought about dancing with her and leaning into her. Her breasts would push against my smaller ones but I would just feel so wonderful in her arms and not thin and almost flatchested at all. I even thought she would find me very desirable and kiss me on my hair. I would be so taken by this that my mouth would move to accept her lips on mine. Her sweet fragrance would penetrate me and I would swoon to her kissing. She would then whisper in my ear it was time to go and we would get in a cab and leave for our hotel room. What a thought we would both have the same room although it would have two bedrooms as a penthouse suite. Even so being so close to her would be so glorious. We would drive in the cab and she would caress me and fondle me as I would be hers. We would then make our way to our room with her arm around me as I leaned on her.
The thoughts were so tempting. My body tried to urge me to go to the bathroom and cum thinking about her taking me in the room but I resisted this time. I finished my chores and then went to watch some TV with my husband.
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As the night ended my husband and I went to bed. I put on my nightshirt and proceeded to get under the covers. I did not want to go tempt him against Mistresses orders. He got undressed to his underwear and then slipped under the covers after turning off the lights. He then snuggled up to me and I could tell he was interested. I could feel his fingers feel for my sex. I started to get wet with his ministrations and opened my legs wider to give him more access. I started to moan as his fingers went inside me. I could feel my pussy try to suck his hand inside and in fact I moved my pelvis so his now present two fingers actually went in pretty far. I did not know if he was surprised by my reaction which was different than usual but he did not say anything. He started to kiss me and tongue me. I opened my mouth wide to take it in. I reached down and felt that he was really hard. My thoughts turned to first Mistress K and then Karen. I needed to cum hard and I thought maybe I could. I stroked him until he was good and ready and then whispered to him “from the rear.” He grunted agreement and I turned over as he removed his now wet fingers. I got on all fours and waited for him. He kneeled behind me on the bed and used his fingers to spread me wider. He then inserted his cock inside of me. My pelvis thrust back and up accepting him as deep as he could go. My face rested sideways on the bed with my arms stretched to hold me still.
My mind wandered to an imaginary hotel room with a mirror visible to me where I could see the bed and everyone on it. The lights were on now and there was Karen as Mistress K taking me with a strap-on dildo. It was exquisite as I could see her every thrust. As she moved her breasts swayed and I adored her. She was saying to not cum until she allowed. I held it back fiercely. The sight was mesmerizing of her cock going in and out of me while my pussy willingly wanted it. Finally she commanded me to cum for her and I came. It lasted what seemed like a long time and my body reacted with the advent of all this pleasure sweeping through me. I must have moaned quite loudly for I could hear my husband trying to shush me as he shot his load into me. Luckily I just moaned and nothing more. When he was spent he feel on top of me and then rolled to my side. We kissed and hugged until we went to sleep. I dreamt of Karen and slept soundly.
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Tuesday morning came and I slept later than usual but still was up by 7. I felt great and stretched in the bed. It took me some time before I realized Mistress may be on line and so I got out of bed. I brought my laptop into the kitchen and made some coffee. While it was brewing I powered it up and got online. I went to check my email first and there were no messages from Mistress. I then brought messenger online. She was not online though and I decided to read the paper for a while for this would not get me in any trouble.
As I was sitting and drinking my coffee I heard the messenger beep for Mistress coming online. She was very nice and chipper this morning. She asked me how I was and after some small talk she then asked if I had cum since yesterday morning. I told her the truth that I had cum last night as my husband wanted sex. She wanted me to tell her the details so I did. She was quite interested in my imagining that she was fucking me while I watched her in the mirror. When I was done she said she was very proud of me. I felt elated yet this not something that would have happened to me only a few days ago. The thought crossed my mind that I was changing.
She then said this would be a different day for me. I was very curious about what she meant. She told me to make myself wet for her. I was so happy to do this until I thought of last night. My cunt still had my husbands and my residue from last night as I had not cleaned up yet. I thought about this for a moment but it must have been too long for then she wrote ‘What is My slut doing?' I wrote back ‘Mistress I am still dirty from last night.' The response I received shocked me for a moment into a partial realization of where this was heading. ‘NOW MY cumslut !' was the response I was reading on the screen before me. I did not want to do as she commanded but even so my body started to shake. My right hand moved down by its volition, or rather her volition, and made its way up my thigh. My left hand went to the keyboard. As the fingers of my right hand found my slit my left hand was typing ‘yes.' My fingers went beyond my slit and began to play inside of me. I could feel the sticky wetness from last night.
As my index finger went inside and the wetness enveloped Mistress asked me if I had ever tasted myself. I told her I had once and was utterly repulsed. She asked me if I would do this one favor for her, just to please her. I told her I could not. She asked again and I repeated I could not. She then wrote that maybe I was not such a good find after all but she would stay with me at the moment and so I should continue to finger myself deeply while she considered what I should do for her today.
I began to sob and yet my fingers went deeper. My legs began to spread and my breathing increased. It felt so good and bad to be under her control. A part of myself could see me losing control of myself and yet gaining an insight into my soul all at once. This philosophical reverie was broken by the words ‘Hurry cunt !' My fingers and hand started working at a furious pace with my legs spread and feet wrapped around the legs of the chair. My pussy was moving into my hand and now there were three fingers inside. As I looked down I could see them go in and out and a slimy wetness covering them. I was repulsed but this made me hotter. I could feel myself getting close to an orgasm yet I could not stop. As my clit became engorged and the initial waves of an orgasm were building to a conclusion the word ‘STOP slut' appeared on the screen. It took me a moment to register them but once I did I stopped. My fingers slide out and I could feel goosebumps all over me as the coolness of the room registered on my sweating body.
A few moments later there appeared a question mark on the screen. I then typed ‘Mistress Your slut has stopped.' My mind raced forward though and got me to type ‘Please may slut cum Mistress?' The answer I received was a resounding NO. I continued to plead until she told me to be quiet. She then spelled out for me my task for the day.
The task was to be her dirty bitch for the day. What that included was for me to only wash the upper part of my body and my feet but not my crotch area. I was to remain this way until tomorrow morning, New Year's Eve. I was not to wash my groin area at all. I was to do this so I would remember how I was a dirty filthy bitch who did not follow orders. She did say she would relent on some other items though. Namely I was allowed to dress myself, play with myself whenever and wherever, and I could have sex with my husband. The restrictions were I could not cum except with my husband and I was to have oral sex with him for at least ten minutes and swallow his cum at the end. I thanked her for allowing me this wondering how I could be allowing her to dictate these things to me. However the hotness in my cunt gave me the answer. She then finished by saying she adored her cute little pet and would look forward to a full report the next day. Mistress hinted that a good report would be rewarded. I was very happy as she left me.
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I found the rest of the day difficult at best. We had to go out and visit some family friends about an hour away. I wore a pair of black dress slacks with a white silk blouse under a black jacket as the weather was quite nice. I had on 2 inch black leather pumps with black short stockings. My panties and bra were quite conservative thus more in keeping with my outward lifestyle. However I had to bring along panty liners and a small bottle of perfume. The panty liners and perfume were to combat the building stench of my pussy. What made it worse and so embarrassing to me was that I stayed in a perpetually agitated yet excited state the entire time. Sitting in the car was the worst for I had to sit beside my husband as he drive and thus could not be touching myself nor squirming. The reason for this strange state of agitation and excitement seemed to be the fact that she was making me be a dirty filthy and now smelly cunt and I did not want to yet did . I had to keep a good grip on my emotions for otherwise I would have just started sobbing at times and then probably have cum right in front of my family and friends. How mortifying that would be yet my body turned that into more erotic energy for its own perverted use. During the day I could not help playing with myself when alone and then I would use a new liner with more perfume on it. The perversion of this decadent behavior seemed to hold a lustful enjoyment for me. I was truly glad when bedtime finally arrived.
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As my husband and I were preparing for bed I noticed he was being a bit more frisky than usual. Last nights episode must have him turned on, I thought to myself. I remembered her command and anticipated being able to cum but then realized that would be impossible as I could not have my husband smell and lick my pussy. He would probably get sick from even getting close and worse still he would want an explanation. I thought maybe I could play with myself and cum while I sucked him but even that would not work since playing with my pussy would allow my smell to permeate the room. I resigned myself to just sucking him off. My excuse for not doing anything else would be my period coming on and my husband would understand as he was not one for bloody sex. I climbed into bed wearing a nightshirt with panties having a perfumed liner inside. We kissed and touched until my mouth moved down and took him in my mouth. I could see the alarm clock luminescent numerals and began to track time. I had to make it last 10 minutes yet my husband was excited and wanted to cum sooner. I had to then control his orgasm but still keeping him erect all the time without him realizing.
I proceeded to lick him up and down while I tried to imagine licking Mistress. As I did this I used one hand to reach under my nightshirt and play with my nipples for at least they would not emit the foul odor of a filthy cunt . I wanted to cum and was trying to do it just by playing with my nipples. It was working at least some as long as I hurt the tips and so I squeezed and pinched them hard. I then took my husband in my mouth as I got more excited from hurting my breasts. The slut side of me wanted to feel the pain of my body and psyche. My jaw was getting sore as time went on and my mouth is already small so it is hard enough to take his head inside. My pussy pulsated with an electric energy telling me it wanted release but there was nothing I could do at the moment other than pinch my nipples even harder. I just sucked my husband and when the time came I sucked him hard enough so he came almost right after the time limit. I swallowed his semen which I had done before but not something I really enjoyed. Yet this time I seemed to enjoy it because she told me to do it and my nipples were aflame with pain from my efforts. When I was finally done I still had not cum but was getting closer just at a slow pace. I realized I would have to stop otherwise my husband might want to try something else and then he might find out about his suburban wife. I could not have that so then we both feel asleep except in my case it was in frustration!
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The next morning I awoke early as usual. I went to the bathroom and the smell was pretty foul but then I just used another liner with perfume and headed off to the kitchen. After starting the coffee I got online. I had no new messages and so brought up messenger. I was surprised that Mistress was already there as this was earlier than normal. She said she had some work to complete before the New Year and just wanted to get it done earlier in the day. She then asked for a report on my task. This time she wanted to know much more about the way I felt than before. I told her everything except for the part about really wanting to hurt my nipples last night and that if I continued I might have released just from that alone. It was so embarrassing and shameful that I just could not do it.
When done she said she was very pleased that I did not make a total slut of myself and try to finger myself while sucking my husband although she said that sometime in the future when she was with me that would not occur. I cringed a bit when she wrote that. She continued on that I had done better than expected and so I should get my reward. I perked up and that, as did my body. Mistress noted it was still early and asked me if anyone would be up within the next hour. I replied no and was now very curious what she intended to do. She asked me if there was a room I could go to that was out of the way so I might have time to react if someone did get up. I said that the downstairs office and playroom might do. Mistress then said since I was wireless that would be the room to use. With the prelude out of the way instructions were given and I had 15 minutes to carry them out for her.
I got up and moved the computer down to the office and put in lockdown mode as I would need to leave it. I made sure the drapes were pulled closed as I did not want some early morning peeper to maybe see me later. I considered for a moment what she asked of me and decided I really wanted to do it for her. I went back to my bedroom and made sure my husband was sound asleep. I retrieved the items I needed without making any noise and made my way back to the office. It was extremely fortunate that a bathroom was attached to the office/playroom as it would make it much easier and less likely to be caught. I refilled my coffee on the way as I would need it. Once back in the office I went into the bathroom and even closed the door as it was almost like Mistress could see me from the computer and I did not want her to see me prior in order to make it special. There was an armload of stuff but I had taken my computer bag as it made it much easier to carry, and safer if I got stopped. I put the stuff in my arms on the toilet lid and floor. I opened the computer bag and took out the other items out and put them on the sink. I checked the time as I had gotten my watch and I had 10 minutes left. Laid out before me were the following things: black sheer babydoll negligee with matching bikini panties, 3 inch black leather dress pumps, black thigh highs, very red lipstick, reddish blush, deep blue mascara, razor, gold medium hoop earrings, thin leather belt and my dildo. Also there were before and after cleaning supplies as I needed to douche my pussy and then shave it prior to make it very smooth again while afterwards I would need to remove the makeup.
I stripped out of my dirty clothes. I quickly douched and then thoroughly washed my groin. I did a quick wash of my face. I took the razor and did a fast shave of my pussy. Checking the time and seeing I was ok I then put the negligee on followed by the stockings and pumps. Makeup was next on the agenda and I took my time with that all the time noticing I was feeling and acting like a schoolgirl on her first date. I put on the earrings as the finishing touch and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked like a whore and felt like one too as my nipples were hardening. Picking up the belt and dildo I went back into the office trying to walk sexily for her. Sitting down I recognized I had just made it when I typed ‘back Mistress.' I waited for her reply trembling in anticipation.
She asked me to describe myself for her which I did. She then wanted me to pose for her and she told me how which I also did. It was rather disconcerting to pose for someone who was not there but my body reacted as if she was lecherously eyeing me. Some of the poses were very much pinup types while others were very lewd. Finally she wanted me in the right frame of mind and so had me layover the chair and take the belt. As she commanded I would bring the belt down on my rear. Not hard enough to cause utter pain but enough to redden and thus warm my cheeks and thighs nicely. I did as she commanded and noticed my legs were spreading as I strapped myself. I liked doing it for her and one hand started to play with my nipples over my negligee. I loved the feel through the fabric. When she was satisfied with this she then had me pull the panties up into my slit hard and then erotically grind my hips for her. Feeling the warmth of my rear and the fabric rubbing inside of my slit was so exciting. I started to bump and grind while I pulled them up and down hard. My wetness was now all through the crotch part of the panties. Now satisfied with the prelude she said I could sit down after I took off the now soaking panties. I was very excited and hot wanting to cum. I was then instructed to stand the dildo on the chair and sit on it. I took it and rubbed it on my slit slowly to get it lubricated but she said to just sit on it and I did. It went in quickly as I was already well-lubricated. From then on she told me when to rise and when to sit on it. As I rose I could expel it some so I could feel it going in and out. It was not attached to anything so I had to sit straight up to keep it from sliding out sideways. Mistress did this slowly all the time asking her slut how she enjoyed it. I enjoyed it way too much for I started to beg her for release. She had me twist and pinch my nipples while I humped the dildo to keep my hands away from my slit. Finally I could no longer resist and the exchange below started.
Sue: Mistress may Your slut cum now please
Mistress: No bitch keep showing Me how well you can fuck
Sue: Please Mistress Your bitch wants to cum for You
Mistress: Ask nicer slut and maybe
Sue: Mistress please please slutty sue needs to cum
Mistress: Not good enough babyslut
Sue: Mistress sue is your filthy cunt whore fucktoy please release sue
Mistress: CUM NOW SLUT CUM FOR ME
With that I cried out albeit as quiet as I could as I rocked my pelvis on the dildo. My hands gripped my breasts and I held onto them as I came. It was so wonderful and it lasted for a time. I actually could not stop humping the dildo even as the orgasm faded as I wanted every last bit of it. I finally finished exhausted in the chair so happy and alive.
Mistress finished up by writing that I could cum over the next two days but only while sucking off my husband while fingering myself. She said she would be offline until Saturday morning and expected a report. She said she expected me to remember my performance for her every time I came. I wrote I would. Finally she wrote goodbye as did I and left. I quickly cleaned up and changed back. So fortunate was I that I was able to sneak back into the bedroom to put everything away in the end deciding to go back to sleep for a bit more time this New Years Eve morning.
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