i dont think it's like that everywhere. . .i wont judge everyone that harshly. But it makes me think twice about where i choose to play. i know i'm trusting my friend's judgement, He's going to let things cool down and then talk with the owner about if He is allowed back or kicked out for good. (others have been kicked out for the night).

But i told Him, and He's really good about my requests, that if i ever play out in public nobody is allowed to touch me with out asking. Whenever He says yes to my requests i feel so much better. i requested one other thing from Him the first time we played and He said yes and followed thru.

i'm just feeling down about it and i know i shouldn't feel like it's my fault.

~j~